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Derealizacija / Svemu Će Do​ć​i Kraj

by Apsurd

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1.
Evo ga, kreće! Opet sam na početku Začarani krug se skuplja Sve više me steže Sve gubi čvrstinu Svet je tako čudan Nacrtan i nestvaran Zarobljen u trenutku Derealizacijaaaaaaa!!! ----- Here it is, it’s starting! I’m at the beginning again The vicious circle is getting smaller Tightening its grasp Everything is losing form The world is so strange Drawn and unreal Trapped in a moment Derealization!!!!!!!!
2.
Mučnina 02:18
Četiri zida moje sobe Četiri zida u mojoj glavi Hoću da izađem, ali ne znam kako Hoću da izađem, ali ne znam gde bih Gledam grad iz daljine, ljudi su tako mali U gužvi i bučni, u stvari sami Užas i mučnina preplavljuju me i guše U ovom gradu besmisao vreba i traži svoje žrtve Moja mučnina je kao ovaj grad siva! ------ (Nausea) Four walls in my room Four walls in my head I want to get out, but I don’t know how I want to go out, but I don’t know where I watch the city from a distance, people are so small So loud in a crowd, but actually alone Horror and nausea overwhelm and suffocate me In this city, futility is lurking and searching for victims My nausea is as grey as this city!
3.
Dosada 02:34
Dosada! U ovom gradu ništa za mene Dosada! Sedim sama, a ona me vuče dole Gledam svet oko sebe, ništa me ne zove Dosada me grli i vuče me dole Ništa ne mogu, ništa je sve! ----- (Boredom) Boredom! Nothing for me in this town! Boredom! I’m sitting alone, and it’s pulling me down I’m watching the world around me, nothing appeals to me Boredom grabs me and drags me under Can’t do nothing Everything is nothing
4.
Ti si ja, ja sam ti Mnoštvo razlika u jedinstvo spojenih Od iste majke Zemlje stvoreni U istom univerzumu nastali Zašto se onda ne možemo razumeti? ----- (Then Why?) You are me, I am you A myriad of differences unified The same mother Earth created us We came to be in the same universe Then why can’t we understand each other?
5.
Apsurd 02:25
Spavaš Jedeš Ideš na posao Kupuješ Svaki dan Iznova Znaš da moraš Da prigrliš... Tražiš Gubiš se Nadaš se Da nije uzaludno sve Svaki dan Iznova Znaš da moraš Da prigrliš... Apsurd! Apsurd! Apsurd! Apsurd! ----- (Absurd) You sleep You eat You go to work You buy Every day All over again You know you have to Embrace it… You’re searching You’re losing yourself You’re hoping That everything is not in vain Every day All over again You know you have to Embrace it… Absurd! Absurd! Absurd! Absurd!
6.
Hodam ulicama moga grada, ništa ne prepoznajem Ništa ne prepoznajem, a sve je ostalo isto Nikakve slike mi ne naviru, nikakva osećanja, samo praznina Znam da sam nekada bila ovde, ali izbledela su sećanja Ljudi oko mene, guraju se i žure, grabe i otimaju Spremaju se za apokalipsu, zalihe ostavljaju Nove vrednosti su tu, stare su zakopane Stare su zakopane bez grobova u tišini zaboravljene Ali, kad zatvorim oči vidim sve Sve se vraća, sve je isto kao i pre Mi smo na ulici po ceo dan I baš nas briga što je ružan grad I baš nas briga što je siv i depresivan Što u njemu nema budućnosti za nas Mi smo deo njegove priče Mi smo deo zaboravljene prošlosti ----- (When I close my eyes) I walk the streets of my town I don’t recognize anything I don’t recognize anything, but it all stayed the same No images are coming back to me, no feelings, only emptiness I know that I used to be here, but the memories faded away People around me, pushing in a hurry, grabbing and snatching Preparing for the apocalypse, stocking up supplies New values are here, the old ones buried The old ones are buried without graves, in silence, forgotten But when I close my eyes I see it all Everything comes back to me, everything is how it used to be We are out in the streets all day long And we don’t care that it’s an ugly town And we don’t care that it’s grey and depressing That there is no future here for us We are a part of its story, we’re a part of the forgotten past
7.
Mora 02:02
Svaku noć ista noćna mora Na ulici u gužvi, čudna je tišina Ubrzavam korak, srce brže kuca Grudni koš mi demon sve jače pritiska Kako da se probudim, novi dan ne dolazi Svaki san je ista noćna mora Na ulici u gužvi, čudna je tišina Ne mogu da dišem, muti mi se pogled Gledam u nebo, beskraj me guta Kako da se probudim, novi dan ne dolazi Ovo nije san koji prekidam Moja mora Koju živim svaki dan ----- (Nightmare) Every night the same nightmare On the street in the crowd, there’s a strange silence I’m speeding up my pace, my heart is beating faster A demon is crushing my chest, it gets heavier and heavier I can’t breathe, my vision is blurred I’m looking at the sky, infinity is swallowing me How can I wake up, a new day is not coming This is not a dream That I can stop My nightmare That I live through every day
8.
Ćale ti je rekao da muškarci ne plaču, samo stegni zube i šaku u pesnicu Ćale ti je rekao da je vojska svetinja, samo čvrsta ruka, red, rad i disciplina Priželjkuješ novi rat Ćale ti je rekao koreni su sve, ko ti pljuje zemlju, ti na njega puškom Ćale ti je rekao u rat se ponosno ide, ali nije rekao da će u kovčegu da te vrate Priželjkuješ novi rat Jer želiš da budeš heroj Priželjkuješ novi rat Završićeš pod zemljom ----- (Hoping for a new war) Your dad told you that men don’t cry, just grit your teeth and clench your fist Your dad told you that the army is sacred, a firm hand, work, discipline and order You’re hoping for a new war Your dad told you that your roots are everything, if they spit on your country you reply with a rifle Your dad told you that you should proudly go to war, but he didn’t tell you that you’ll come back in a coffin You’re hoping for a new war Cos you want to be a hero You’re hoping for a new war You’ll end up six feet under
9.
Otvori širom oči i pogledaj Gde si sada, o čemu si nekad maštao Misliš da si srećan, misliš da si uspeo Jer ne može drugačije, moraš ono što se od tebe očekuje Zadovoljno gledaš u ogledalo Svako jutro odlaziš na posao Lova je dobra, ambicija raste Možeš još više, možeš još bolje Proždrljivost ne prestaje A kada legneš uveče Neki glas ti šapuće Sve je ovo pogrešno Sve što radiš zaludno Sve što imaš, izgubićeš Jednog dana nestaćeš U zemlju ćeš se vratiti Mrak će te progutati Svemu će doći kraj ----- (Everything comes to an end) Open your eyes wide and take a look Where are you now, what is it you used to dream about? You think you’re happy, you think you’ve made it Cos there’s no other way, you gotta do what’s expected of you You look in the mirror with content Every morning you go to work The money is good, ambition grows You can do more, you can do better Gluttony knows no bounds And when you lie down in the evening A voice whispers to you All of this is wrong All you do is in vain You’ll lose everything you have One day you will disappear The earth will take you back in Darkness will swallow you Everything comes to an end
10.
Zamka 01:59
Svuda nas prati kao senka, neprimetno proganja Vreba iza svakog ugla, u mraku se šunja Čini se dalekom kada o njoj ne mislimo Kao da ne postoji, ako je ne vidimo A ona je tu oko nas, nevidljiva Kao zmija uvija se, pripija I kezi nam se u lice, zadovoljna i sebična Jer dobro zna da pobeda je njena Zamka Ovo je zamka! ----- (Trap) It follows us everywhere like a shadow, it stalks you unseen It lurks behind every corner, sneaks up in the dark It seems far away when we don’t think about it As if it doesn’t exist when we don’t see it And it’s there around us, invisible It slithers like a snake and clings on to you It grins in our face, content and smug Because it knows well that it’s winning Trap This is a trap!
11.
Ne ustajem Mrzi me Prespavam dan Briga me Dan kao i svaki drugi Ne izlazim Strah me je Stvarnost je napolju Ne želim je Dan kao i svaki drugi ----- (A day like any other) I’m not getting up I don’t have the will I sleep through the day I don’t care A day like any other I’m not going out I’m afraid Reality is outside I don’t want it A day like any other
12.
Sloboda 03:10
Kažu nam kako da živimo, kažu nam kako da izgledamo Kažu nam da se uklopimo, stopimo i nestanemo Kažu nam da radimo, kažu nam da ne starimo Kažu nam da je istina jedna Kažu nam da je prihvatimo Kažu nam šta treba da osećamo, kažu u šta da verujemo Kažu nam da sve ima smisla, ako gledamo njihovim očima Kažu nam da se ne borimo, kažu nam da se predamo Kažu da je život dobar, ako živimo po njihovim merilima Ovo nisam ja i nije moj život Lažna uteha i lažni smisao Širim ruke životu ogoljenom bez šminke Sloboda je tu u mraku, (samo)oslobađanje počinje Sloboda! ----- (Freedom) They tell us how to live, they tell us how to look They tell us to fit in, blend in and disappear They tell us to work, they tell us not to grow old They tell us there’s only one truth They tell us to accept it They tell us what we should feel and what to believe in They tell us that everything makes sense, if we see it through their eyes They tell us not to fight, tell us to surrender They tell us life is good, if we live by their standards This isn’t me, it’s not my life False comfort and false meaning I’m opening my arms to naked life with no make-up Freedom is there in the dark, (self) liberation begins Freedom!

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released July 11, 2020

Vinyl master by Ivan Jakić
A side recorded, mixed and mastered by Jasmin Dasović.
B side recorded and mixed by D.R. Sjordgrendsten, mastered by Jimi 3B.

Art by Saturnov Okot

Released by Doomtown Records.

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Apsurd Belgrade, Serbia

Belgrade / Minneapolis

Dragana : Bass+Vox
Sanja : Guitar
Scott : Drums
apsurd@riseup.net

shows in november 2022:

6.11. Beograd
w/ Mižerija,
Leptirica
11.11. Vienna
w/ Rolltreppe,
Parole 80
12.11. Leipzig
w/ Bronco Libre,
C.O.F.F.I.N.
13.11. Berlin
w/ Fixed Lens,
Cage kicker
14.11. Brno
w/ Mater tua
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